Hard to sleep when your gran is in hospital.
She had a heart attack.
92 with leukemia and the stomach flu for the past 2 weeks.
Still living by her self. Strong dependent woman, a fighter.
Not looking good this time.
I visited her a couple days ago, cleaned her house, had tea with her.
To be honest I’ve never known anyone who died. Her husband died when I was 2 and I don’t remember him.
Other then that.. I’ve been quite fortunate.
I don’t know what to do about this new fear of loss.
My mother isn’t looking to good either.
52 with heart failure, renal failure, arthritis, fibromyalgia, angina — she’s on more meds then my gran!
But she at least has age on her side.
Anyone know how to deal with loss? Or thought of loss?
About 2 years ago: Gran Gran is the one in the chair, mother is in pink above.
(We’re a short family huh!?)
Lemonflakes 